WITH WORMWOOD AT THE CRAPS TABLE - Alexandra Burack
She would give anything to roll a seven,
anything to rub her life
against some plush felt of luck.
Three nights running, Wormwood staked
her out, knew his mark
when his hands itched with ripe
desolation as he brushed by her gown.
The first night he smiled when she lost
to a sudden flick of a die.
The second, he sidled up, bought
her drinks, thrilled to the mustiness
flung from her hands with each throw.
Then the third night, when she raised those dice
like Mary cradled the broken Jesus,
brought them to his lips, whispered
blow on these for luck,
he knew he could help her, knew
she would throw herself out of her skin for him.
She could feel her luck
change already as the seven landed,
felt lighter, like something lifted
out of her, carried deep away.
Originally published by The Bound Spiral, Winter 1995/Spring 1996
Alexandra Burack is a Pushcart Prize-nominated poet, editor, and author of the chapbook, On the Verge (Plinth Books). Her recent work has appeared in The Sewanee Review, Lumina Journal, Sky Island Journal, Emerge Literary Journal, The Blue Mountain Review, Heavy Feather Review, Broad River Review, Roi Fainéant, ORLANDO, and Ink & Marrow, and is forthcoming in Spillway Magazine and Five South. She serves as a Poetry Reader for The Los Angeles Review and $ Poetry is Currency, a Poetry Editor for Iron Oak Editions, and is Adjunct Professor of Creative Writing at Chandler-Gilbert Community College (AZ). Her new website is https://www.alexandraburack.com.